Dear Quincy

It’s Autumn now in Canberra. Paul always sends me pictures of autumn trees, because he knows I love them so much. Are you still in Swansea? I believe it's Spring now in the U.K, and I hope you have amazing scenery also.

I’m back in Jakarta a month ago. Back to this big and concrete jungle, never suit my personality. People always assume that I’m a cosmopolitan girl. but you know, I love the beach and nature so much. I miss Bali but I know I won’t go back to Bali as soon as I expected.

A lot of things change within me, Q. And what we discussed two years ago for hours, now it does make more sense to me. About life, politics, love, universe, magic, connection, and how my soul always craving the deep connection that you had offered to me.

And now I understand why what we had it’s temporary. What we had, it's just our imagination. Not to mention the distance that we have but your heart grows somewhere else. You have a bigger destiny to answer, whilst I need to walk on my own path.

I hope you are well. I always do.

With love,

T